Me being adventurous..or bad?

Have you ever had a sexual dream about someone you know but never thought of in a sexual way..then couldn't look at them the same again? Just the sight of them made you a little horny..

Well I had one about one of my professors this past weekend and when I was in class a few days ago I got a crazy idea to openly flirt with him and see what happened..bad me huh..couldn't help it though. For one I was feeling dangerous and horny and I really wanted to figure out this gaydar shit since I've been noticing him looking at me more than not while he does his lectures..(probably why I had this dream)..but it started me thinking. Am I noticing an interest? ..or is this nothing but my imagination?

He is maybe 36..descent looking and good body. A little on the nerdy side..but he would only need a little fixing up to make him hot. I figure what could it hurt to see what he would do if I came on to him.. Shit I know..I'm married what am I thinking..but it was too exciting a thought to pass up. I was just going to blatantly come on to him and see how he reacted. What's the harm with a little flirting..right? It's not like we run in the same circles or anything.

After class I waited..fiddling around on my phone until everyone left. I went to his desk and asked him about some project information I "needed"..he started going through some files in his briefcase and desk..but wouldn't really look at me. He seemed nervous..I was thinking..good sign?..I get nervous when I am around a guy I liked.

..so I took a deep breath and took a step closer to him and asked if I can help. He looked at me and the too close proximity and just gave me a questioning look. I just smiled and subtly let my eyes drop down over his body then back up at his eyes again. He stammered something like..no I have it. I was so fucking nervous myself..I thought my heart has going to beat out of my chest. He took a small step back and started explaining some things about the packet he had on the desk. I then stepped forward, regaining the distance and leaned over what he was showing me on the desk letting my arm press against his. I didn't hear anything he was saying..just the "Holy shit! Are you really doing this!" in my head. He stopped talking and looked at me. I just kept a somewhat blank look on my face with an innocent smile and stood there..

Then he says.."What are you doing?" I just looked at him with raised eyebrows and innocently smiled saying "not sure". Shit I was so close to him, I could have just tilted my head a little and kissed him. He makes a comment about me being in his personal space but then proceeds to look me up and down and smile shaking his head. He took a step over and wrote down his personal phone number and handed it to me and said to call him anytime..then says if I had any questions about the class email him. To me meaning his phone number was obviously for non-class related use. He handed me the paperwork and reached out his hand to shake and said he will look forward to my call. Then I left..feeling like a stupid kid and wanting to run and laugh.

That was intense for me. I used to be pretty forceful back in the day..but I usually let others come on to me first. Never have I been the one to initiate anything like that with a guy. I think if I got comfortable picking up guys..uhh..things would get insane with cum flying everywhere..haha.

I'll probably call him just to see what he says..but I don't want to start up anything. It was such a fucking adrenaline rush..I couldn't help but try it.

I really feel this dark cloud that has been hovering over me my entire life is lifting..feels great!