I had sex with Josh again last night. Went over to his house after work before his wife got home. He wanted me to be on top and of course I complied. Apparently he has had his fare share of sexual encounters with guys himself. He even told me that he used to date a guy for a while before he was married. Who knew..
This thing with him is interesting. He was the first guy in a long time that I had actually wanted to have sex with back when I had that fun emotional turmoil rolling around in my head. Sex with him felt surreal in a way. I was looking at him while I was doing the act yesterday and felt almost like it wasn't me. When I look at him I remember how I used to feel..all confused and nervous..and now I feel completely different. I felt like I was taking advantage of him for some reason too. Not sure why? He sought me out and now I am just going along for the ride.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
Normal and Crazy
Well things have been crazy with work and school and I haven't had as much free time the past few weeks as I would have liked. I had to drop something and it was between my blog or my extra curricular sex life. Guess what I chose..?? Anyway, things are calming down for the moment at least and I wanted to give an update on said sex life. I have the normal and the random to tell about..I'll start with the normal.
Ryan and I are still fooling around when we can. He has found himself a guy on the side too. He admitted that he was a little hurt that I was starting things up with William..but what can I say..how could I not? William and I are getting a lot closer. We went out the Friday before Halloween to get drinks and ended up having sex at his place after. Damn we get along great..I have also been hanging around after class just to talk and get him all sexually worked up. Yeah I am kinda messing with him a little but it's only in fun.
Now for the most random and interesting thing that happened. I got a text from Josh on Friday afternoon asking what I was up too. (see past post on this kid..he's the one that drunkenly came onto me then stopped talking to me) I told him I had to go pick up a few things for a party my wife and I were having and he asked if he could come along. I said sure..since I am not a guy to hold grudges. I haven't talked to him in a while and I've missed him..so I was looking forward to seeing him. We always had that brotherly kind of friendship and I have missed that dynamic between us. Well I picked him up and he looked as good as always..but also looked a little frazzled. He practically blurted out an apology for shutting me out after his drunken come on a few months ago. I just laughed and accepted..on the promise that he would not do it again..he agreed. When we got out of the car he hugged me like he didn't want to let go. Then he told me he needed to tell me something and without looking at me..says that he has always been "really into" me. I asked what we meant and he said he knew what he was doing that night he grabbed my leg. I just started laughing at the reality of it all. I mean come on..is every guy just one step from being gay? ..or am I just attracting them to me? Maybe I just subconsciously pick out the possible candidates to direct my attention too or something..is this the infamous gaydar? I need to pay this more attention. Anyway..he seemed to get a little nervous and went to turn away and I grabbed him and said that I have had a crush on him since the first day I saw him. The look on his face was awesome..I think he showed every emotion at once. I just pulled him over and kissed him. I thought..what the hell..right? We then ended up in my car behind the building giving each other friendly blow jobs. Not what I expected at all when I sent that 'sure' text..but way more fun. Nothing like a couple guys starting up a friendship again..huh?
That now makes guy four. Not that he is just a number..but wow..when did I turn into the married guy having all these affairs?? Goes to show that anything can happen I guess.
I will try and post again tomorrow.
Ryan and I are still fooling around when we can. He has found himself a guy on the side too. He admitted that he was a little hurt that I was starting things up with William..but what can I say..how could I not? William and I are getting a lot closer. We went out the Friday before Halloween to get drinks and ended up having sex at his place after. Damn we get along great..I have also been hanging around after class just to talk and get him all sexually worked up. Yeah I am kinda messing with him a little but it's only in fun.
Now for the most random and interesting thing that happened. I got a text from Josh on Friday afternoon asking what I was up too. (see past post on this kid..he's the one that drunkenly came onto me then stopped talking to me) I told him I had to go pick up a few things for a party my wife and I were having and he asked if he could come along. I said sure..since I am not a guy to hold grudges. I haven't talked to him in a while and I've missed him..so I was looking forward to seeing him. We always had that brotherly kind of friendship and I have missed that dynamic between us. Well I picked him up and he looked as good as always..but also looked a little frazzled. He practically blurted out an apology for shutting me out after his drunken come on a few months ago. I just laughed and accepted..on the promise that he would not do it again..he agreed. When we got out of the car he hugged me like he didn't want to let go. Then he told me he needed to tell me something and without looking at me..says that he has always been "really into" me. I asked what we meant and he said he knew what he was doing that night he grabbed my leg. I just started laughing at the reality of it all. I mean come on..is every guy just one step from being gay? ..or am I just attracting them to me? Maybe I just subconsciously pick out the possible candidates to direct my attention too or something..is this the infamous gaydar? I need to pay this more attention. Anyway..he seemed to get a little nervous and went to turn away and I grabbed him and said that I have had a crush on him since the first day I saw him. The look on his face was awesome..I think he showed every emotion at once. I just pulled him over and kissed him. I thought..what the hell..right? We then ended up in my car behind the building giving each other friendly blow jobs. Not what I expected at all when I sent that 'sure' text..but way more fun. Nothing like a couple guys starting up a friendship again..huh?
That now makes guy four. Not that he is just a number..but wow..when did I turn into the married guy having all these affairs?? Goes to show that anything can happen I guess.
I will try and post again tomorrow.
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