Question and answer time..

Since I don't have too much new going on right now..I thought I would do a question and answer post.

If you have a something to ask..comment or email me and I will do my best to answer you since I know I have a lot I have skimmed over without going into detail.

I'm an open book now..so go for it.

Updates..

Not much has been going on the past few weeks.

Recap on a few things..

Robert and lunch was normal. We talked about work and nothing important,but he made sure to tell me if I needed "assistance" with anything..to let him know. Haha..I was completely expecting that one. It's not going to happen though..I have enough going on.

Jeff and I have gotten together a few times. He is a no nonsense guy..straight to the point with no chit chat..then acts like I'm just a buddy hanging out and nothing happened..he is very good at it too. I like that about him. No pressure at all.t

I'm still doing my thing with Jon. We hang out mostly when I have free time,but not much in the past few weeks.

I also haven't seen William or Josh much this month at all.

Guess I'm losing steam a little..

Almost a year..

I realized its getting close to my year mark for my blog and it's crazy how different I feel now compared to when I started this process. All night I was thinking how I have completely become used to how I've been living now..just doing as I please. I enjoy it and I'm good at it. I am living two opposite ways of life at the same time. At home I am an awesome dad and good husband..even with our problems. I do all the things I need to do to keep everything running smooth. I love that part of my life. On the other side of it all..I love my experiences with the men I get involved with. It fullfills a need the I have come to except as a permanent part of me. I am comforted in the fact that there are others like me and I'm not crazy..I'm truly a normal human being and that's it. That's all I really needed to know. I still have my daily struggles..some days are good some days are bad and I still have some shit in my past that I haven't worked through ..but I have come to except that as well and everyday that goes by I will understand more and let old shit go. I'm so glad I started this blog..its helped more than I ever thought it could.

Anyway ..I will write more later.

Thanks guys!

Robert

Robert and I talked this morning. He apologized for the other day and how he should have not said anything since I have obviously moved on from my past. He said he wouldn't have liked it if it was the other way around. I told him it was no problem. He wants to take me to lunch and promised it was not a ploy for getting into my pants. I just said sure and left it at that. So..lunch with an ex client tomorrow..that should be interesting. He was a good client. I remember meeting up with him about three times i think and he tipped very well..that I remember. All this has made me realize how many guys I've slept with..shit..it's a lot. I'm surprised I don't run into them more..but most were out of towners....

New Shit

I know I haven't posted in a while..but things got a little crazy the past few weeks. Here are the main points..there are a few more but I don't have time today.

My wife and I were out with friends recently and a friend of mine brought a very attractive friend of his along named Jeff. We were pretty far into the night and blasted out of our minds when Jeff came up next to me at the bar. Now let me point out that there was immediate eye fucking between us since he got there and as the night rolled along we were talking more and more. Anyway ..at the bar he reached over and put his hand on my shoulder and gave me his business card and told me to call him. Of course the next day I did. We met up a few days later had a couple beers and helped each other 'relieve a little stress' as he calls it. He has a great body and awesome dick..I am a little infatuate by this one. He is a commercial contractor..smart..professional and damn hot. This will be a good one.

Next on my crazy list..in my crazy life is Robert. He is a sales guy where I work and I interact with ever day. When I first started a few months ago I remember him looking at me funny..almost trying to place me and surprised at the same time. I didn't give it much thought at the time..he is decent looking but not really my type since he is a lot older and a little overweight ..which is ok on some guys but it does not look good on him. Well last week I was in his office and he smiled and asked if I remembered him from this certain hotel. I just looked at him as my stomach dropped and a cold sweat started..it all came back to me. I just sighed and said I do now and made up some excuse to leave the office. He hasn't brought it up again and he has been extremely professional since ..so I'm going to let it go for now. It was just one of the weird uncomfortable moments. This one is not over..I know that. I will post more about this guy later.

That's it for now.